You must first accept yourself before you can expect others to accept you. So stop worrying about all those who made your fun, and who laughed at you. All men do, no one is perfect. I went on to gain about 30 pounds in the months following my surgery and that hasn't slowed. You might not agree with me as there are also skinny people who are wealthy but usually those who have normal metabolism and have the money to afford enough nutrition for them would not get too underweight. It's a neverending cycle; being fat makes me feel uncomfortable and feeling uncomfortable drives me to the behaviors that make me fat.
Physical beauty comes later.
A fat girl gets naked
And yes there are some women who like overweight men but they are very rare. This is a healthy and positive way to be a girl. Are Indian guys attracted to black girls? I was a short, skinny kid who at the age of 4 was so petite that I was mistaken for a toddler. Some women have however already pointed out the most important part, calling yourself a fat guy is a self deprecation they will not find attractive. D-cup boobs, larger hips, and extra pudge in my arms… does that seem skinny to you?